Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Smoke Signals

I’ve never been one to admit my flaws or short comings, but feel like this may be appropriate and ask that those of you who do keep up with my blog and know me well enough, please pray for me. The bottom line is that I am apathetic toward God and that is causing a lot of other things to occur. I’m just lost and feel like God is hiding. The truth is I know it is a problem with me, I just don’t know what it is or how to solve it. Every time I try to read or pray I just say that my heart isn’t in it and walk away from it and go to sleep. So here’s the truth kids….your boy Adam sucks! I’m apathetic and lost, I don’t trust my own thoughts because I’m not sure of their sources (good or evil). So here is my smoke signal…calling out for HELP…I’m not sure what is going on, but I do know this, it is not good for me or the local church…So please pray for me as I try to find God in a non-scholastic, child-like, faithful, passionate way…it’s hard to do this right now, please join me in praying for strength and resolve. I refuse to write another blog until I get this right so here again are smoke signals calling for HELP and letting you know why my blog will be looking pretty shabby for a while.

3 comments:

  1. You KNOW the Story family has an open door for you any time. Thank you for letting us know how to pray for you.
    Carrie

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  2. Praying for you...always. love you and miss you.

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  3. Adam I love you, I am always here for you. I may not be your father but I am your dad and you are my son forever and always

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